Today was a pretty crappy day. It poured rain all day and the weather was gray. I stayed in bed a little late today, partly because I knew I had nothing left to smoke.
My internet also went down tonight, right when I wanted to do work on the site and write my journal, luckily it came back within a couple of hours.
I did not smoke weed today. This is a great accomplishment. Unfortunately, this also means that I am not tired one bit and it is close to 2:00 AM. I have an important work day tomorrow, so I will just breath deep with the lights off and attempt to get some sleep. The first day is always the hardest to get back to normal. My memory was far better last week than right now, but that will quickly improve with a couple of days of sobriety.
I really wanted to go out tonight and just get out of my place and socialize, but I decided against it. I need to get a couple of days behind me so that I can reinforce my desire to quit. I need to practice saying ‘No’ so that I can be successful is saying ‘No’ when the time comes.
Days Sober 1
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