This is basically how my mind functions when I am stoned and need to get something important accomplished.
I have gone through days of being stuck in a stoned stupor with a loop like this playing in my head. This is one of my major reasons for wanting to quit smoking marijuana. A-motivational syndrome is real and has been devastating to my personal and work life. Sometimes, I will let my laundry stack up for weeks at time, while I sit in front of the computer or TV stoned and bored. Bills and Rent dont get paid on time, I don’t know how much money is in my bank account, and I eat fast food instead of preparing meals. Anything to do less, while I sit in my cannabis coma. When I run out of pot, one of the first things I do is clean up my house! Finding the next bag has been something I am good at. I will have to formulate so strategies for avoiding and deflecting those situations.
Imagine what it is like to always be telling yourself “I have to do this”, “I am going to do that”, and never getting off of your ass to do it. It feel guilty for not following through on the promises to myself. Learning how to quit smoking marijuana will help me grow in other areas of my life and accomplish other goals.
It has taken me years to actually do something constructive and and quit smoking pot by tackling the issue head on.
I Smoked this evening. Looks like I will have my last smoke later tonight. I don’t know how to moderate my usage so that I am going to try to quit weed cold turkey. I am going to throw away all of my rolling papers, pipes, and other gear, then take the trash out and throw it in the dumpster. My house will be clean. I won’t have to worry about the lingering smell, or the odd bit of bud in a couch cushion or a roach in an ashtray.
I think the first couple days will be easy, it will be the weeks and months that will test my resolve. Just today I was thinking that smoking pot wasn’t so bad at all, and maybe I should just cut back. My experience tells me I should know better! I really have made this conscious decision to change.
I am going to write a long post this evening, where I spell out my reasons for quitting marijuana. If I get around to it….Come on its my last day!
Welcome to the First Post on my blog. I have been a marijuana smoker for the last 10 years. I plan to document my personal experience with marijuana addiction and my plan to quit smoking pot for good. This site is about one question How To Stop Smoking Weed?
I will also be sharing what I learn about drug addiction, treatment options, and health related marijuana issues.
It is time for me to change. I am getting sick of being stoned all of time. I don’t feel good about myself because I smoke so much pot. I have about 2 grams left. This will be the last of it. Forever. I know that I will need to make significant changes in my life to make this successful. More to come soon.
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